The Blurred Lines Between Reality and Dreams

Here are two pictures I took. I was just messing around with the focus. Interpret what I wrote however you want. Would love to hear comments on what you think it means. But only I will the know the true meaning of it. Oh also I took these at a zoo. Pictures tie in with blog. On a side note I don't want you to think I'm depressing! I just liked this picture and thought this tied in.

I hate feeling I'm chained. I hate feeling I can't breathe without knowing he exists. I hate how my world revolves around him. I try not to bring up the memories that make me faint in rejoice of how I felt I was alive and knew that once he was gone I was dead. But I have let those memories ride around within my mind, heart, soul, my being. I played the forbidden nights of letting him hold those chains closer than ever. Of my whole being surrounded in blissful peace only to be shredded by millions of glass bits representing reality. Dreams can't last forever. You will soon have to wake up. I feel so much pain. I try to rid myself of these chains by trying to forget everything, but that is too hard. I try to alleviate the increasing scars on my wings from the dragons tongue licking my wounds. I try to ease my wings out of the ring of eternal torment by pulling it out slowly, but once I am almost free the king whips his words into my ears only making me lose my focus and cause the chains to be tighten back into place only for me to start again, start the hopeless fight against reality and dreams. I can never tell now which one is which and who is on my side to save me! I'm stripped feeling vulnerable, but I can't help loving it. He is going to make me stand there tied and see him steal my soul and beauty and change the shape into a golden cup which only he can drink out of, but chooses not to. I will watch him place his lips onto another wooden cup and smile enjoying the flavor while drinking a poison that only kills me, but gives him life. I tell myself I will be strong and live to tell this tale, but I feel I am getting weaker and weaker. Time only makes me weaker...